Wondering

Why we                                                                            all seem
to  want happy                                                                endings. I wonder
 why we don't notice                                                            the everyday miracles.
       I wonder how long it takes                                             for two people to fall in love.
      I wonder who will remember                                          me, who'll come to my funeral.
I wonder why people put on masks.                         I wonder why I'm so bad at saying
goodbye. I wonder what my life is worth to      other people. I wonder what it's worth
to me. I wonder how I can help the people        I love. I wonder if they even want
my help. I wonder how much I'll remember        in 60 years. If I'll be alive in
60 years. I wonder if I'll just be another        face in a yearbook. I wonder
why some people are born beautiful.        I wonder why I'm still here.
I wonder where here is. I wonder        how far I'd go to save a loved
one. I wonder why people wait        till they're dying to be happy.
 I wonder how I can find true        happiness. I wonder if my
dream will come true. I        wonder when I lost my child-
hood. I wonder if        I'm alive or just living.
I wonder why        fear stops people. I
wonder when        I'll find home.
And I        wonder if I
will       ever stop
wondering.