mirage
noun
2. something illusory, without substance or reality.
3. any of a series of supersonic, delta-wing, multirole French fighter-bombers.
synonyms
illusion, fantasy, hallucination
I can't explain what the first definition means, and the third one is completely irrelevant, but the second one embodies the meaning I want to capture.
My thoughts are a mirage. Most of them are fantasies and hallucinations and me deluding myself. Once in a while, the mirage turns out to be a reality, but not very often.
So here's a glimpse into my brain. My delusions, fantasies, and hallucinations, and maybe some of my realities as well, if we get lucky.