You naive, foolish girl. I can't believe you're sitting here crying because you got offered a job. But I know why. You are allowing the world to sell you its products because you're too weak-willed and weak-minded to realize that it's lying to you.
You're destroying your relationships with others, even your own family, because you're too caught up in your own problems to be mindful of their feelings.
You stupid girl, are you listening?
Stop caring about the money and focus on what really matters. People. Don't jeopardize your relationships with others simply because you're desperate for money. In ten years, what will matter more to you, what will you remember, the adventures you had with the people you love, or the amount of money you made that week? I can already tell you the answer to that.
Don't sacrifice the relationships you have with people because you're desperate to pay for college. You're already ruining them, because you don't have the courage to go be happy at the various parties and barbecues you could go to.
Just pray, hon! God is there and He loves you. Don't give up. He's sent people to you who love you, but you have to let them. He'll still be there if you have to work through college, but there are other people who may never take the time to care if you don't take the time to care about them now. And even though God is always with you, it feels awfully lonely when He's the only one.
Grow up and get a hold of yourself. Stop acting like it's the end of the world. Dry your tears and go have fun because you're wasting time you could be spending with people just sitting at this computer feeling sorry for yourself. It's not the end of the world. You've got three weeks to have adventures and make decisions and there's still hope. Apologize to your brother and move on, you hear me? Or else years from now, I can guarantee that you will regret it.
I hate how regrets are one of the most powerful forces.
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